The Berrrrrrrr.... months!

When i got married to David, he introduced me to the Berrrrr months! All the months that have BER at the end of them are the cold wintery ones! This week we hit the brrrrr in October and its jolly cold! However, im not blogging about the weather, i just meant it as an update on our lives in October :)

Firstly Joshy... Well as a Bias mother obviously, i think he is totally amazing! He is just getting cuter by the day! Hiis Language is coming on really well now. although he still needs a lot of encouragememnt. He is just like his father in the fact that he wont do anything unless he has too :) The above picture is taken from a little holiday with my mum in the Eden project. He is kissing a wooden sheep your gith. Before that he sat there saying 'baaaaa, baaaaa' in that voice you use when you want someone to respond and say 'yes joshy'. :) yeah, cute but crazy :) Below heis doing the same thing with an elephant! Love him!

My boy is just the best! I cant believe he is almost two. just a few weeks! Love him!!
Other news, baby news. Im now almost 25 weeks. This baby is sooooo much more active than Joshy ever was. Its up all night and most of the day. Probably not a good thing to look forward to ha ha. however, i still love feeling it and i love the reassurance that it brings!
The pregnancyhas also brought about physical pain in my stomach and chest. I am living in a body wrap with regular physio appointments. but so far, its not got much worse. pain isnt nice though when you also have a toddler to look after and entertain. The thing us mummys do huh!
Ive also had a lot of random times where i have thought a lot about the baby we lost. I guess i thought another pregnancy would replace those emotions, and in a way it has but sometimes i just wonder 'what if?' and i feel a little like i will never forget how blessed we are this time round! ITs hard to explain!
Anyway, onto happier things! we only have 15 weeks to go and today i started to sort out the babys room. Very excited! And im so excited to see Joshua as a big brother! whoop!
So, i started this entry with a desire to fill you in on everyhting...now im all forgetful and i have no idea what to write now! i'll blame pregnancy hormones!
Happy October though :)